My Own Worst Enemy

Author: stude
Title: My Own Worst Enemy
Date: 24 April 2005

I think most of you know how it goes…too much horniness and not enough men around to partner up with and get into some good bondage and control. If that describes you, I’m among you and wished things were different.

I was tying myself up since I can remember! Even as a 13 year old, I went to a discount department store and in the store case was a pair of handcuffs. I’d get hard just looking at them…but I’d soon saved up enough to buy two pair, I’d lock one side to my cock and balls (key side facing on the inside of each other, so as long as I was hard, I couldn’t get them off my cock and balls)…and then lock my left and right wrists on and jack-off. Those were the days.

Years later, I’ve had a lot of experience doing self-bondage. More disposable income, meant aquiring more “things” that would help me out in that endeavor. One of the things most of us self-bondage enthusiasts rack our brains out trying to figure out a way to make our bondage inescapable, yet safe. What is the thrill of tying yourself up, if you KNOW you can get out?

Well, I’ve solved that portion just lately and let me tell you about it.

It all started with the thought of running a chain from the ceiling. Simple really.

Everything I would do, would attach to, or compliment being tethered upright to the chain.

But first thing’s first, I inserted a medium butt plug, and after some effort, got it “up there” lodged and I could feel my ass muscles close in around the small part of the plug. I took a cock ring and put it around my cock and balls and with a length of rope I ran it under the cock ring, up my ass crack, over my hips and tied it off at the waist. With the remaining rope, I tied it to the front of my cock ring, effectively keeping the butt plug secured up my ass for the duration of my session. The cock ring hugged my package nicely as my cock began to swell with anticipation of what was to come.

Attached to a 2 foot spreader bar, were leather padded ankle restraints. I hooked the center eye ring about a foot off the floor, so when I attached the restraints, the spreader bar would be tight when my feet were on the floor. I left the remaining items within reach of where I would be standing.

I strapped on a parachute ball stretcher and placed a small stretchable bungee cord off of it and attached that to the center eyelet of my spreader bar. The tension was enough to let me know, moving around could get uncomfortable if left on for any length of time...but I wanted it that way.

Now would probably be a good time to tell you. Before I cum, I’m horny as all hell. I love bondage, the ride, tie me down, torment me…tease my cock for hours if you want. But once I cum. I WANT OUT. A friend of mine said, “True bondage begins the moment the bottom wants out.” That was my aim today.

I put on the face muzzle…very secure, keeps your mouth shut with leather straps running around your head. There is an eyelet on the top of it and that will come in handy later. But now…

I take two more small bungee cords and use them to attach them to the rope running over my hips and I push the receiver of the Venus 2000 onto my hard cock. I turn it on, just to be sure the speed and setting were correct….perfect. I run the bungee cords around the receiver, so when I’m bound, the machine will jack me off to orgasm and beyond. Yes…I wanted it that way! Knowing full well, that after I cum, my cock becomes hyper-sensitive and I will fight to get that machine off my cock in a hurry. The bungee cords will prevent that from happening.

I leave the switch in the off position for now…

Tit clamps! I must have tit clamps. I even take the rubber bits off the tips, so the alligator clips will have more bite. You won’t be pulling these babies off. Rather, when the time comes, unpinch them and remove with care. I place these onto each nipple…in the center of the chain are the keys to my four keyed-alike locks I’ll be using for the rest of the scenario as well as the keys to my handcuffs.

Almost there.

I take the two unconnected clips that are frozen into a block of ice and attach it over my head. I use two of the 4 locks and lock one end of the ice block to the chain, the other lock shuts and now my head harness/muzzle is attached to the chain. I have to stand upright.

Get ready.

Another block of ice, frozen in the same fashion with two unconnected clips goes higher up the chain. As I raise my hands, I can really feel my nipples painfully as the clips hold on as I stretch overhead.

Get set.

The third lock is attached to the chain…I’m unbelievably horny and giddy as I’ve thought all this out…practiced it twice with just speed clips to see how things would perform. What would be different tonight, everything would be locked into place and I would have to wait for the ice to melt or break before I could free myself. I take the fourth and final lock and lock the short chain of my handcuffs to the bottom end of the ice clip.

GO!
Barely able to reach the poppers, I get ahold of the bottle and take a couple of strong draws…I turn on the switch to the jack-off machine, raise my hands and cuff them into the awaiting handcuffs. The poppers kick in…I’m in bondage heaven.

And the machine starts its magic. Sliding up and down my swollen cock, massaging it, relentlessly going on at the speed I selected. I’m unable to turn off the switch now, unable to free my hands until the ice melts so I can drop the handcuffs to the level of the awaiting keys.

As the poppers do their work and I’m aware of my situation, I can feel my body to prepare to cum. NO NOT YET…I want to ride out this feeling for a while…it’s not time. I cannot stop the switch to the machine, I’m suddenly brought over the edge and explode. I can feel my balls being tugged by the parachute as my body convulses in orgasm.

And the machine goes on…still stroking my overly sensitive cock. Suddenly I want out, I can’t stand the massaging of my overly sensitive head. I try to buck off the receiver to the jack-off machine, but I thought of everthing. It isn’t going anywhere. Even as my cock deflates, it will remain in place, massaging, not caring when my cock will get hard again.

Totally helpless, I squirm, the tit clamps are now biting into my nipples fiercly. My balls hurt from the tethered stretch of the parachute around them and the ass plug is very uncomfortable and feels like I must expel it immediately.

I can feel the first drips of water from melting ice. I even use my hands to warm up the ice to make it melt faster. I knew I’d try this, so the block of ice is pretty big…even with that, I’m along for this ride another 30 minutes.

I tug at the cuffs…nothing….I try to move my head harness to break that block of ice and am not successful.

My cock begins to stiffen again, using my cum, added to the lubricant to stroke my cock to full erection. The vacuum of the machine, keeps me aroused. The cock ring is doing its job as well. I’m helpless as I’m brought to orgasm a second time…

And the machine kept torturing my overly sensitive cock for another 20 minutes before the ice link broke on the handcuffs (I was pulling pretty hard!). Even now with my hands cuffed together, I cannot hit the off switch to the machine. I must first use the keys attached to my nipple clamps to free myself…and I’m frantically trying to get out of the cuffs.

I finally succeed and slam the off switch…the machine comes to a halt. Slowly I undo my bondage, knowing now I can be helpless against myself. I’m glad its over. I need to rest but I know I’ll try this again. I’ll get horny thinking about being helpless.
Repeat as necessary until a bondage partner is found.
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